no problem :). wasn't pissed off or anything. lol.. i also don't noe who.. :) err btw it was xiaohui who asked the qns so u go ask her.
no problem :). wasn't pissed off or anything. lol.. i also don't noe who.. :) err btw it was xiaohui who asked the qns so u go ask her.
oops. hey eve hope u read the blog tonight. sorry for being so curt. yeah. but really didnt know who was going for tmr's. and who are u guys hoping to see anw?:p sorry yar..
ok we have done (b4 i finish my sentence feng zi says: have we? we havent? xuxu says: hopefully we have) some stuff. that erm are depleting our brain cells. basically reorganized the plan, debulletized stuff, and rethought through the technical details of the plan. from 2pm till now!!!! mad.
pw is driving us crazy. we're eating. and we're typing. and christelle is typing on her phone: [ todays a happy day! lalalala elmo song =) ] x 10 and shes adding hahas where they shouldnt exist.
xuxu just brought us stuff to relieve current mosquito bites and prevent further loss of blood.
heyaaaa.. have fun with pw:) (or rather, try to have fun)
long weekend. wheeeeeeeeeeee! haven't touched anything so far. guess i'll just have to cheong tomorrow. yup, so prob can't go for class outing. but u guys enjoy yourselves!
ok still doing pw. christelle just joined us. but all of them just went off on a field trip to the ladies. not very efficient but we're starting to find our direction.
happy bday weili!
class outing on monday!
escape pls pls pls. maybe a bit ex. but a day out just for the fun of it?
can smone pls org? [hinthint eric] if not, meet at nine some mrt station. easties: pls tell me how to get to escape in the fastest time. pls post of ure coming!
i NEED sm distractions today and tmr and monday. really dying alone at home. i dunno what to do. i know ive gotta do my tuts and all. but its just kind of hard not to think abt stuff when physics gets so boring and all the pka and pkb equations jump ard.
friend's blog goes: "i just know tt if smth affects u tt much, it still matters to u. whether its right or wrong, that it still matters, is beside the pt." BUT it is because i know its wrong to think/feel abt stuff in some ways tt i feel so so bad..
well onto pw.
well. day started early at 4 plus.. to get to airport to send nurie off. long day.. walking past u guys during the walkathon tt wasnt too long aft all. then back to rgs.. miss tt place lots. felt tt the talk w the teachers was kind of superficial, in retrospect. but felt gd seeing all the familiar faces and the lovely building.
anw onto the only thing i might remember abt today years down the road.. was aft walking ard with old friend, talking abt lotsa stuff, fm friendships to kinship.. normal walk and catching up w an old friend. then as i was leaving town for dinner at home.. a friend called to say tt i had to collect a package fm an overseas friend. thot it cld wait.. so said tt i was going home anw. but then the 'package' talked to me.. my overseas friend came back to spore!!! it was so OMG. smth i secretly dreamt abt, but never expected or didnt dare to expect. i just crumbled.. on the phone like tt. crazy. thank god fauziah was there.
well then, got all jittery and excited, uncool abt the whole situation.. but told myself i HAD to be cool.. so just went over aft calming myself, joined this bunch of pple for a 'teachers day celebration' and waited for the ' surprise present' for the teacher to arrive. yeah. crumbled again totally against my will when i saw my friend. terribly embarrassing. dunno wth is wrong.. dunno if i wld be happier if i never met tt friend again or having a chance to talk face to face..
well wasnt awkward aft i steeled myself to make myself out to be cheerful.. but just felt bad/weird/wth and left early. dunno if i was missed? haha. part of me wants to be missed, but the more rational other part just wants everyone else to really enjoy the party. had a bad time on the train ride home too.. wanted to teleport myself back to my room w/o having pple stare as i was looking pathetic, scratching on foolscap my thots at tt moment.
arrgh. im terribly confusing and temperamental yeah. the human emotions are terribly hard to understand. i dun understand mine.
just needed to spell out sm thots.
talked to another friend for q a while on the phone.. thx lots to him!:) just so sorry tt i feel so shit, and am spreading tt :( feeling
hey hon. my dentist din wash for me my teeth lor. is urs private or sth. or is it jus that he dose not like my face :(
ok. hey tmr is the dry run for BIG WALK.
tt's why u ppl shd come. (why m i saying this??)
ok tmr dress code is pink rite
but shall wear yellow.
cant stand pink....
well am back home, haha quite early considering i wanted to stay back to mars-gaze. couldnt see mars on my way home just now tho.. stepped out of the covered walkway into the field and spun 360 deg around to spot a single red dot. think lotsa pple thot i was nuts. but was terribly high, despite having just squeezed with tons of pple on the train ride home. maybe ill make up for not being able to see mars with sm erm choc.
dunno why im so :). maybe i was just happy tt i finally went for my dental aft two mths, and got my teeth cleaned up and braces tightened so my teeth are aching now. and i stayed awake the whole day today. and i had fun, smhow. maybe i finally found the right level of energy: not too tingly [can describe the feeling] fm morning runs or sluggish fm too much sleep. and of course i was listening to absoulutely fantastic songs. those who havent seen my file: no more grubby xmas card [yes eve eve:)] nor simple plan. think u can see my taste maturing.. onto serene monks and the ATARIS:p
im blabbering again. haha but this time in gdwill. am full and comfy, in such a slack mood. hope to see everyone in sch tmr:)
to those mars gazing: enjoy!
to those doing pw: enjoy!
to those like me bumming: enjoy:)
here goes a meaning extract fm an ataris song:
"and when this hourglass has filtered out its final grain of sand
i'll raise my glass to the memories we had"
hello xiaohui, christine, ros, evelyn, eesang and all those at home. we are having gp lesson now. our last lesson for dialogues!!! :) why did you abandon christelle and shifeng? ASS ( bena typed this)... hope you ppl are having a fun time at home
hmm hon. don't really noe wat to say. cheer up, yah? be glad tt u at least got to know her:) anyway, peeps. this is like fricking hilarious. check this out. a fansite dedicated to the new rg head prefect -utterly speechless- i think this is worse than snapping candid photos of dawn ho.
ahh! dunno whats got over me.
the feeling of looking for smth u've thrown away in a moment of irrational thot can really kill. or am i being irrational now by looking for those things? arrgh.
i think i started feeling bad last night at the farewell party for nurie.. the environment was warm w all the hockers laughing lots, in the clean quiet innocent setting of ri boarding. watched hotspots, didnt find it v funny, but was just glad tt there was smth to let me look entertained. didnt talk much dunno if it was cos of my tummyache.. or cos i was mermerised by mr tan's hundreds of photos of nepal and nz. i did have fun last night ok..
anw, was sitting back, watching the farewell unfold as the night drew on.. and was just thinking abt the last farewell i went to. it was different. tt one, almost everyone present cried. even the most macho guys were sniffing. well i guess it was different simply because tt farewell was almost confirmed a bye-bye-forever thing. this one: right, nurie's gonna be gone for a yr or two. tts long. but surely she'll be back during hols, and eventually, more likely than not, she'll come back get married and get settled down here. by then, its likely tt we might not even keep in touch any longer, but tt wont get me all too upset or nostalgic. because she is after all so close to me, i can call her up her anytime, go hit ard the courts, when nostalgia sets in.
but friends who just up and leave ur life forever.. though its almost the same scenario: we just dun see each other, talk to each much [there are so many other friends i have tt i dun talk to much either! only when we meet, and tt could be a yr or two or more in btwn] its terrible just knowing tt the departure is a factor affecting how we wld drift. i know tt if there wasnt a departure, we might have drifted anw.. but i REALLY hate to be able to blame distance for tt drifting. because what is it exactly tt i can blame?
aargh terribly incoherent yet again. but i guess lifes like this. its the bad times tt make u cherish the gd times more. times like this, i dunno if i even wanted the gd times in the first place if the bad times are gonna be -so- bad.
nah. dismiss tt.. at least memories cant be erased:) always better to know how it is to really have the time of ur life than just living a faded, non turbulent life. give me a choice and ill choose to gain smth tt i will lose. at least i know how it felt to have had tt smth for a while.
haha. i sound like my life is oh-so-tumultous. i know it really isnt, but i am entitled to grovel smtimes right. feeling slightly better aft all tt key banging and trying to get my thots out [like paul khoo's method of solving knots within u]
well well well
i am back again.. after a long long long long time.
or was it long? (yar it was) dun see my entries anymore
was really really freaking busy..!!!!
which was y i dun like blog for so long..
anyway dun think u all will miss me in any way..
ok.. i dun see how i can delete the stuff that we posted here.. evelyn
anyway, bet our stuff has increase the hits for our blogs rite..?
haha.. u all should thank us man.
anyway tmr is deadline to big walk rite??
haha.. i registered already.. stuffs are in bingrui's locker.
we have each the number tag (is that how u call it?) and a coupon booklet..
something like discount on apple pie blah blah
ok.. hope u all look forward to biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiG walk
errr.. eric.. this is horribly embarrassing.. praying tt u come online soon and delete this.. anyway went with xh,rosros and christine to citylink/suntec after s cube today. i think we are all nuts, did lotsa crazy things like sitting inside a large tent in carrefour with a comfy air mattress in the middle, intending to say "good, good" (as in to advertise the tent) to anyone who peeped in. took off our badges and pretended to be frm tkss.. darn farnee.. hmmm.. to the three of u (if u all ever read this): enjoyed the additional 700+++ calories?? *evil laughter* okay. 6 more mins to the last episode of the amazing race, getting all hyped up now. will be rooting for david and jeff. :)
okay okay... bena for gdness sake it's not even one day and ur running after me like a owe u a million dollars for a year?!
no remote controlled car for the next wk.. car met with BAAAD accident.. got driven into a tree.. :s
shall go buy 4D tmr.. haha:)
evelyn (and the rest of my pw grp): left my materials in the pw file in sch!! will haf to chiong the arts education part during break i guess.. prob will just lift everything from the bk first.. paraphrase in the actual report..
yh/sang/anyone else who owes me money (for photos): settle ur debts asap! i'm freakin broke already n my horoscope says i'll be in financial difficulty this wk.. haha:p
eric: 10 more days to sign up for big walk!!
have made the appropriate changes. but don't think ME spelling her name would affect her (as) much.=)
i've been getting alot of creative answers for the "as guilty as ______" qtn.=)
all cheered up and ready to go.
all cheered up and nowhere to go.
i've decided on my oral topic: love and marriage (go together like a horse and carriage). boring, neh? and sorta irrelevant i realised. unless i talk about how germans view love and marriage vs. asians. but the problem is, i don't know how they view it.
nth much to say today.. except tt i checked n it's as guilty as sin.. haha:)
k shall go catch up with my sleep now.. hafn't been sleeping enuff [8 hours per night by my standards:P] cos of theatreworks stuff n my [exponentially] growing pile of hw.. bleah.. cya guys tmr:)
ps sunny.. it's berny not bernie~ she'll be terribly upset if she finds out u spelt her name wrong.. haha
haven't blogged in 12382938998934 years. hmmz. just finished watching Singapore's Braniest. think Cheryl Fox is really zai. hon and hk: hope u two r feeling better. loads of sleep should help, yah? i think i'm being qte paranoid, don't really dare to surf around nowadays, not with all the internet viruses floating around cyberspace waiting to attack my defenseless comp. anyway, tomorrow's yellow (as in med fac tshirt) day--> i guess u shud noe wat to do :)
sunny: as guilty as charged ..according to my bro at least
pw is killing
take care hk and whoever else i might have infected
hey. at theatreworks right now... finished doing my ppt... feels like i've already gone to laos. shall backpack there some time... quite tiring. but i consider the lunch at the park just now to be a rather good "class outing"
at theatreworks now doing cip with sang, hk, sunny, weili, eric.. hon's having fever n not here.. hmmpf.. i'm so gonna die for chem test.. like halfway thru only.. but it seems everyone else here hasn't started so we can all die together. yay. :)
haha u noe wat i forgot abt the test altogether. great job...
oh but anyway haha in quite a gd mood :)
tan: i can only read and haf nowhere to comment! perhaps there culd be a tagboard?
haha. terrible stuffed nose and so woozy! wondering how alfred chan looks on stage and if anyone actually went [i hope so!]
well. spent almost my whole day at sentosa.. 11 plus till five.. for a less than 50 min race [haha! i did surprisingly well!] happy.. got kicked in the tummy lots during the swim, got pulled at, scratched and everyth, but i guess i did the same to the very many other pple fighting with me as well. it was a gd experience.. my first of this kind of races. more to come? haha i dun mind, just to see the pros swim and finish their runs beautifully and get terribly impressed/motivated?, run with guys and lil boys and girls, [the pri sch kids were amazing!] hear encouragement along the way, and give encouragement. competition today seemed a lot friendlier than others ive been to.. no rowdy jeering, no shushing as team 'raffles' or smth walked past sm other contingent. passersby cheered for us as well, felt gd!
got to make a few new friends today.. have seen them ard sch. heard abt them [swimemrs and x-ers] finally got to talk to them. haha was not so hyper and talkative today-throat hurt lots so didnt really talk, but felt gd just listening in on what the rest had to say..
hmm woozy, but still in a pretty gd mood. friend has [bad?] news to tell me in ten min.. hope things are ok.
anw fort canning pple: see u guys tmr!:)
haha v disorganised thots. but nvm. night guys
wahlau sang tt was how diao.. no wonder u refused to tell me what u posted.. haha.. wait till i start publicising abt u on our blog!!~
hon n baorong [who doesn't check this blog anymore.. *hmmpf*]: gd luck for aquathlon tmr! :p
oh yeah if anyone is going to support alfie must call me.. cos i live behind his church so if i'm at home i dun mind going down if i haf company:)
ok shall go sleep off my eye infection now.. sailing tmr.. whole day.. chem test die already *bleah*..
woah. haha open house meeting wasnt so draggy aft all.. but hey all of u pple: evelyn, ros, sunny, weili, shifeng, all didnt stay to learn the dance? haha i actually did! its the right kind of song i guess, for almost dummy proof dancing:p
bleah terribly sick now. fever, stuffed nose, bad throat. haha shall sleep it off and join baorong in the aquathlon tmr. haha back to sentosa again!
so is watching alfie dancing in a red skirt on? 730, 21 adam road. 4th floor.. i dun mind going! haha then we can go adam road coffee shop. like the food there:p been a while since i drank their durian milk shake. haha maybe a bit gross and gelat, but gd to drink if there're lotsa pple ard to share.
:) yeah been a while since i was posting in gd mood
shall keep this mood up
everyone else too!
hope the guitar pple are having lotsa fun!
the programme sure looked enticing!
am doing geog soc greenwave now.
xiaohui jokingly (she told me to include this) says: we're super on abt it. we're definitely going to win $8000
christine says: i'm not invited to this blog!!!
erm ok wateva guitar concert in abt 10 minutes... all the best to the those performing
oh yah let's haf claz bbq! plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls*how long can i go?*plsplsplsplspls... i miss d last one we had! at bean's house! yea~ tt was how long ago la! and dun haf it on 30/31 Aug if possible yah? haha... got my nat'ls on both days mah! and after d match we'll prob go home n rest on the 30th and go out n havoc on 31st... since matches r running on both days... please make an exception la! or during sept holz? yah? dun mug for one day wun die rite? at most mug beforehand ok??? :)
i wonder if mr $'s post is posted by himself or by mrs $? haha... bean dun come after me! i hope ur comp ain't fixed yet so u won't read this! haha!
ay how come no activity? oh mr qian li's first post... hm why is it after mine i wonder... anyway it's not published
hey... i dun care if d fac minds... i realli don't. i've got better things to bother about than other ppls' feelings right now... esp since they are so insignificant. oops... sorry... sounding realli self-centered now. haha... well, nvm. it doesn matter.
okok evelyn: go here and follow their step-by-step instructions. any problems can always ask me... (i had so much problems with it at the beginning)
ee sang: sorry for the aching shoulder.
bena: actually i still cant figure out how it happened. i just basically din stop running?? haha. and yes somebody i know also commented tt weili looked very pretty. well. haha.
bena. evelyn. eric: notice tt almost ur whole pw grp are regular writers/readers of this blog.
everyone: how come u all get to watch ndp har. all got connections issit. my mother was like saying dun bother, can nver get it one. cos our lucky-draw-luck is really bad
yahh.. pw was fun! and bena.. i like the guy who was bullying u.. his hair is darn nice. he's just a lil hyperactive and perhaps a tad bit x-rated.. :) yeaps.. haha and i remember tt last yr i was also provided with the transparent umbrella.. but my friend and i were crazy enuff to not utilise it coz we wanted to do the fun dance.. and we got soot all over us.. so it is does come in handy.. just tt the view gets blocked and all..
hk u must teach mua how to get a comments box then. i'm a total idiot when it comes to this. and don't be crazy lar.. who would ever blame u for crashing into ee sang?
hk & eesang: dun worry i dun think the faculty minds either [much less the class:)].. med fac already won enuff to win ifg anw:D.. having said tt must now compliment u 2 on tt spectacular crash again.. haha:)
hon n weili: yah u all looked so cute!!~ esp weili's hair [hope we didn't damage ur scalp:p].. oh some kid we surveyed for pw who hijacked my camera was asking me who that "sexy girl" was.. hahaa~
eric: pw was fun what, for once, haha:p.. not the vetting part though, just the actual surveying.. the kids were soooo cute!! esp those who were clambering all over me fighting to play with my cam [and they're a lot smarter than us technology idiots cos they figured out how to use it without me teaching them:)].. except maybe ur boy who was abusing me n trying to kope my squirt.. hmmmpf~ how come he was only bullying me? :(..
anw.. went to watch ndp yesterday with my family in our "i love singapore" tshirts.. haha so patriotic rite:).. n my left ear's now half deaf from berny's screaming.. oh yeah, was sitting directly underneath one of the fireworks pipes so they gave us each umbrellas in case any sparks fell on us.. weili thinks the umbrellas were made of recycled rj uniforms [fire-proof but self-destructing] but tt's not exactly possible since the umbrellas were TRANSPARENT.. haha:p
hmm.. must catch the repeat on tv sometime.. didn't catch quite a bit cos the umbrellas in the row in front were blocking me.. and maybe also cos i was busy replying to weili's smses.. haha nvm:p
ok shall not procrastinate anymore n go do gp essay now..
hey i'm reallllllllyy sorry ok... reallllllllly sorry. i bet our class doesnt really mind (i hope...) but some other med ppl might. so sorrrrrry to them... anyway nowadays i seem to be thinking quite a lot
hey yoz everyone... urm... happy national day! haha... yday was real fun! i had a gr8 time doing d costume w bena... thanks to hon n weili for being such amazingly gd sports! :) didn join costume design to wanna win... more like to do sth for d claz. haha... n hon n weili look damn cute together! haha... the IFG 8x50m was even more hilarious... haha... in fact im glad i fell coz it made things so much more interesting... no doubt it was a lil embarrassing! lol... sorry guys... we din win d relay. :P
hm my day was quite gd... physics o selection was bad for me... haha. budden chorale farewell party was a success... i thoroughly enjoyed myself after tt..
actually i think evelyn u shud haf a comments box. somehow i always want to comment but cant write it anywhere... i think vch's better too... just tt i dun go for enough concerts to comment, but at least it has memories of concerts and competitions and everything. feels more like a concert hall. at the esplanade it feels as though everything's so distant
juz wanna say that today was a good day (at first) becoz pw was wat came nex.
and aft today, thanx to the 'gr8' weather, i will become an otah..
yes, really haf to say this even tho i will get suan later.
the costume design for our class was GR8!!
honlyn and weili: i admire ur guts, reall, both of you were real good models!!
and i was a good do-nothinger (haha)
ee sang and bena, both of you were gr8 too! and the effort u both put in the costume will pay off, even tho weili's costume bcame a porn costume tho it wasnt meant to..!
and i seriously think we will win for the costume design comp.! we shall see!!!!
so good night and sweet dreams :)
heyy all.. yeah haven't posted in like 2 wks.. sth's wrong with my comp n the broadband isn't working.. took me this long to hijack berny's comp.. signed in on msn to find 93 new emails in my inbox.. and worse, 90 were junk.. hmmpf~
just came back from movie with baorong n eesang.. watched how to deal.. not a bad movie.. it's so sweet yet so real, haha:).. [tip to yh: go watch it too n learn:p]
hon: it's ok i wasn't pissed.. not much anw haha:p.. n sang can't haf been cos she din know what u said until i told her n br over lunch today.. yeah but i really appreciate u caring enuff to worry abt it:).. anws, was finishing the costume at mos [yes everyone including this old auntie was staring but heck..] n added the white tube inside so u wun be revealing ur midrift.. haha..
hk: congrats~.. n dun worry too much abt everything k?
eric: ok both apologies accepted:).. yeah dun worry too much abt it.. personally i dun bother abt what happened during pw once lesson's over. but yeah, feel like i'm being condescending too sometimes.. i'm sorry when tt happens.. bleah, pw sucks.. qianli n i (n prob the rest of the sch population) were hoping the announcement abt pw this morn was tt it's cancelled.. haha.. fat hope rite:p
okok shall go ponder abt the commentary for the costume now.. cya tmr:p
eric is fierce. hm right i cant really imagine tt. if anybody says i'm noisy everybody wuld believe right...
anyway i'm stuck with my cucurbita drawing... haha the ugly one. yes laff laff... haha
and i'm proud of 3f!!!!!
i hope my comments abt hon's costume looking healthy does not..
but serious.. that was a compliment.
i m really impressed wif two of u....
yesterday i was like in this frentic mood, trying to rush back to sch in time for guit pract (which reminds me: PLS COME FOR GUIT CON!!) and i was like wondering why they left us... den i realised during phys lec (muz admit i m real slow BUT...)
bena, ee sang.. really appreciate it.. i was the one to push u two into this and in the end... juz cud not help u two in anyway..
BUT my bod too unfit lah.. so dun ask me to be ur models again har??
really really mean wat i say.. yar
and this is to my pw group..
some ppl say that i m fierce sometimes. when i dun even know it..
so if i appear to condescending during the pw sessions .... pls pls pls do forgive me.
sometimes i really m troubled abt wat i say.. (afraid to be too pompous, yet rying to get my opinion across...) but i will try to be mor tactful nex time. K?
bye bye cya tmr.. and sorry bena, ee sang
actually. i think my mouth can be much bigger than urs... my mouth's really irritating, i need to close it sometimes...
i'm sure bena will understand :) right, bena?
havent loathed myself so much in a long time [not to say tt im egotistical!] but yeah.. looking back at my attitude towards friends, i guess i am a pretty lousy one.. im afraid to say tt ive lost friends simply because i didnt make the effort to take an extra step into the person's life, and left a gap in the person's life somehow. tt the gap just kept growing bigger and bigger was unintentional, but tt is no excuse right.
then today i just was an insensitive ass. i really appreciate bean and eesang for all the trouble they have gone to to make a costume for me. but ass i am, i did injustice to them and said things i shldnt have right. and it was just too late when i realised tt i couldnt have meant what i said. got my beloved friends pissed, and worried hk, bugging him abt what i cld do to remedy things. hk said "girls ar.." and weili said smth to tt effect too before this. i dun deny tt girls might care more abt this kind of 'little' things, but tt isnt a fault.. other pple [other girls as well] just ought to be less pig-headed at times. guys too get hurt pretty much. arrgh. just feel damn lousy. really hope sang and bean arent.. and anyone else ive been an idiot to.
well. :) alright. hmm.
hey evelyn. come join me. i've decided to go FULL STEAM AHEAD today. and i will. lots of determination now.... (haha and chorale really isnt a gd excuse.)
(and thursday apparently there's still gonna be chem lecture, so it's equivalent to a full day to us. but anyhow, shall we find a way to go out? as in find a place to go to...) alright i shall GO. and nver appear online again tonight. until i finish my work. YAY!
hey peeps. haven't really blogged for a loooong time so here i am. hmmz.. yah kindda weird tt no one's blogging this weekend.. yah.. we musn't let this die man. anyway. i really have nothing much to say just tt everyone look forward to our supposed "half-day" on Thursday and national day celebrations on Fri (gd luck to all those taking part in tt ethnic costume thingy, yah? :) )
hk: yah i really wish i was more disciplined instead of leaving everything to the last min. aniwaes i think i'm worst lar so don't worry. at least you've got chorale and you can treat this like a lil break after the finals.
hi i tot sat and sun is the peak period for our blog??
anyway i muz say it is indeed heartening to see our blog is surviving well.
as in some of the class blogs haf so short entries and like once in a week entries.
so keep it up 3f in blogging mugging and sporting